Posted: 12/23/2011 6:53:05 PM EDT
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I miss my grandmother, she changed my life.
She put my ass on the correct life, I never got to say goodbye. Fucking cancer, I miss you. Thats What I feel right now. Love you, Mima |
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Have you visited her grave lately, OP? Sometimes it helps to talk. there is no grave, nothing but ashes. they where spilled before I got there 
My sister in-law is going to CA, she going to bring me some dirt form there. I didnt tell her way i wanted some dirt. I wish I had the time. There was so much I wanted to say, I just cant stop thinking about it. |
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Have you visited her grave lately, OP? Sometimes it helps to talk. there is no grave, nothing but ashes. they where spilled before I got there
My sister in-law is going to CA, she going to bring me some dirt form there. I didnt tell her way i wanted some dirt. I wish I had the time. There was so much I wanted to say, I just cant stop thinking about it. I believe in life after death. Don't think for a minute that she isn't checking up on you from heaven and knows how you feel. |
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I understand, OP.
Do you have anything of hers to remember her by? If you've got a picture, consider setting a copy of it in a place of honor, and lighting a candle for her at supper. Maybe talk about her to your sister. She might even feel the same way. But I'm thinking up solutions, and that's not really what you need. Just remember that it's your turn now. She knew you loved her; parents always know. But she had her time, and now you have yours. Remember her best by doing for others what she did for you. |
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Have you visited her grave lately, OP? Sometimes it helps to talk. there is no grave, nothing but ashes. they where spilled before I got there
My sister in-law is going to CA, she going to bring me some dirt form there. I didnt tell her way i wanted some dirt. I wish I had the time. There was so much I wanted to say, I just cant stop thinking about it. I believe in life after death. Don't think for a minute that she isn't checking up on you from heaven and knows how you feel. 
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